polla dilimata,skepseis...kai ena dynato synaisthima n gennietai mesa mou...

opws egrapsa kai se ena sxolio m : xthes den mporousa na koimithw kai anoiksa to vivlio ''mikro vivlio gia megala oneira...'' kathe fora pou to diavazw me sokarei...oi skepseis ametrites...

prwti selida prwti maxairia...

''Isws gia auto kai oi apotyxies sou de se pligwsan pote,afou vevaia tin wra pou apotynxanes esy den isoun edw.Pou isoun loipon?kai giati gyrises?''

''giati na mas paideuoun pragmata pou ta xoume ksexasei?''

''oi pio wraies istories einai autes pou den tha tis diigithei kaneis''

''isixia.koimamai.o thanatos tha me ksypnisei''

''kai kamia fora ti nyxta i kraygi pou zitaei voitheia akougetai apo to parelthon-akrivws giati pote den to zisamei mas vasanizoun anamniseis apo gegonota pou den synevisan pote-alla poios einai vevaios gia to ti synevei?''

''ki otan den pethainei o enas gia tn allo,eimaste kiolas nekroi''

''alitheia tha mathoume pote poioi eimaste? oneira filodoksies epithymies fovoi mas kryvounapo tn eauto mas kai mallon moiazoume me anwnyma grammata pou kseroun polla gia mas emeis omws den kseroume poios ta egrapse kai syxna apokoimithika to vrady nikitis kai ksypnisa mesa sti nyxta nikimenos,i allote m'epiane panikos ''prepei n vrw mian apantisi,skeftomoun,alliws einai san na mn ezisa''.''

''ki agapisa me pathos kati pou den gnwrisa pote...ti itan? ''

''kyrie amartisa enwpion sou: oneireutika poli.etsi ksexasa na zisw.''

''telika mou meine i synitheia na koitazw allou,etsi swthika apo polles katastrofes omws einai pragmata pou den tha ta mathoume pote,opws apo to makros twn orizontwn i to vathos tis lypis mas ki ystera erxontai ekeines oi duskoles stigmes pou prepei n apantiseis -ti tha peis?''

''aneipwti stigmi tou kosmou pou den tha ti zisoume pote edw sti gi kai tremei ston ourano me kathe asteri ki oi erwteumenoi ta vradya pairnoun kathenas ena monopati eksw ap'to xrono, ma wspou na gyrisoun exei perasei o kairos ki exoun ksexasei o enas tn allo''

kai to oloklirwtiko xtypima:

''o aperanti nostalgia gia kati pou den zisame ki omws auto ypirkse oli mas i zwi...''

skepseiiiiis poooolles

statler

I'm back(???)

exw meres na grapsw,e??dn imoun se mood...dn eixa ore3i g tpt...twra ta pagmata pane kapws kalutera...ekana k t prwto bima e3allou g na ta kanw kalutera!twra gia ta idia la8i p les...8a t suzitisoume kapoia stigmi gt dn se pianw akribws...
dimiourgeis k su problimata stn eauto s,e?mn anisuxeis...t kanoume auto...ligo autokatastrofiko,alla dn exei simasia...omws panw st 8ema tn idiwn la8wn p les,dn nomizw oti kanw t idia la8i(akribws...ta kanw dld se allo epipedo,to opoio dn exei kamia sxesi me auto p skeftesai!)...xaxa,nomizw tr 8a exeis parafronisei ap'tn poluplokotita ts skepsis m,alla tespa...
dn exw kati kainourgio na s pw...elpizw na mn me fobi8ike t mati s t prwi!:Pitan auto t klassiko m,p mazeuw mazew k st telos..mpouououououm!auto!upomoni!egw s elaxa...ti na kaneis!?

waldorf

perfect ''man'' ?!?!?!?!

mmm,re se kathe tetradio pou grafoume ypirxe mia lista apo tn teleio andra :p akougontas loipon ta katathliptika mas tragoudia kai me tn thymo na dynamwnei lew na grpasw ki edw...

den zitaw polla...pote den zitisa eksallou...ksereis pws auta pou tha grapsw isxyoun kai gia mena...

den thelw na einai kouklos...eksallou egw me ta matia m tha tn vlepw san tn ermi tou praksiteli...thelw apla na me agapa kai tn agapaw...amoivaia synaisthimata kai prakseis...thelw na einai ekei otan peftw otan gelaw kai otan thymwnw...na me peirazei pou otan thymwnw kokkinizw apo to kako m k kanw san mikro paidi ontas ysteriko...xaxa ksereis pws thymwnw skotwnw anthrwpo... kai eimai ikani n t kanw ooola baxalo...thelw n koimamai stin aggalia t kai n niwthw pws xanomai...pws pio asfales meros den yparxei se olokliri tn gi...thelw na niwthw to swma t diko m...pws m anikei...na einai eksypnos kai n me pigainei mprosta se olous tous tomeis...na mporw n milaw kai na tn katalavainw oxi panta vevaia gt meta tha nai pliktiko...me ena t fili n m dinei anasa kai dynami n synxisw na zw...na ksagrypnw olo t vrady pou koimatai kai apla n tn koitaw...
na xamogela kai n kai n m koita opws dn koita kamia alli sto kosmo...na leei to onoma m kai na niwthei oloklirwmenos!na mporw n koimithw stin aggalia t kai n mn skeftetai mono to sex alla tn epafi...na exei humor to opoio mono egw n katalavainw kai na gelame me tis wres....na mn fovatai n m diekdikisei...na gyrna apo eksw erga kai na skeftetai pws syntoma tha koimithei stin aggalia m...na ksypna kai to prwto pou tha thelei n dei na nai to proswpo m...otan arrwstainw...na me frontizei...kai na antilifthei pws nai men aresei n xw to panw xeri stis sxeseis alla epifaneiaka kai pws stin pragmatikotita thelw n pairnei prwtovoulies...na nai antras re gamwto!!!! na mn me exei dedomeni kai na maste synexws se egrigorsi...otan klaiw na ponaei...kai akoma kai an tyxei n maste makria o enas apo tn allo na mn fovomaste...na diekdikoume ta synaisthimata mas...kai na mn fovomaste...

twra pou to ksanadiavazw...einai xazo gt kati tetoio oxi mono den tha vrw alla tha kanw kai polles eptwseis kathws tha megalwnw...kai mena auto den m aresei...exw provlima sto n symvivazomai oson afora ta oneira m kai ta thelw m...

Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need ya
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress
Don't speak as loud as my heart.
Tell me you love me, and come back and haunt me,
Oh, when I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing tails
coming back as we are.

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start.

afierwmeno...

statler

parapono?

apantisa...aman...nomiza oti kathe fora pou grafw einai kai sxolio...den xreiazetai n grafw apo katw...tespa,egrapsa...

simera ooooli mera ektos apo to oti exw liwsei tn dido...exw liwsei kai to tragoudi an thymasai apo to grey's anatomy: bitter song...mas teriazei sti parousa fasi...

All I need is a bitter song to make me better
Much better.
All I need to write is a bitter song to make me better.
Much better.

It found me to hold me,
but I don't like it at all.
Won't feed it, won't grow it,
it's folded in my stomach.

It's not fair, I found love.
It made me say that.
Get Back you'll never see daylight,
If I'm not strong, it just might.

All I need is a bitter song, to make me better.
Much better.
All I need to write is a bitter song to make me better.
I feel better, I feel better.


waiting for u byte...
statler

naiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii to paradexomaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....

ouf,

nai to paeadexomai...eimai kalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa simeraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :) mmm,exw kairo na niwsw etsi kala...na ksypnisw me xamogelo...kai na eimaoi sigouri pws se tipota kai kanena den tha mpou xalasei to kefi...
!
oson afora,to oti se grafw oligon ti...exeis dikio...!kai syggnwmi...alla...paaali dikaiologies tha pw...tis klassikes ti ksereis...dn mporw na pw oti dn einai sovares alla eimai xazi kai to kserw...gt se exw synexeia sto myalo m kai den to deixnw :( mmm mia kainourgia loipon dikaiologia einai pws pfff,niwthw niwthw niwthw :p ksereis...

eixa kairo na aisthanthw etsi...mallon,genika na aisthanthw...

oufaki m,tha sou rthw kai tha to deis...otan tha xoume pasxa i to kalokairi...to pa stous anwterous :p kai m pan na katevoume kai mazi...opoteeeee,tha tn kapsoume tn volo...vasika exoume alla na lysoume...kai ksereis pws xreiazomaste ena xrono mones...gia mas gt ta xristougenna ''gamithgike o dias''. to euxomai omws gt m leipsan oi apodraseis mas...to fix mas...to vradyna tilefwnimata me polywres sizitiseis...to kalokairino mas cinemadaki...xmmm,eirini m xeis leipsei kai to ennow...!!! twra pou den erxomai athina me stenaxwrei kai pali...an kai den tha mastan oi dyo mas vevaia...alla kai pali tha pigainame theatro...

kai mn ksanatolmiseis n peis oti se adikatestisa me tn treli tha s kremasw...gt ksereis pooooli kala pws kamia den mporei na adikatastathei...eksallou den xreiazontai tabeles sti sxesi mas(pooo auti tn sizitisi twra teleutaia exw arethei na tn kanw genika)kseroume kai oi dyo xwris polles kouventes...

mn nomizeis pws dn kserw pws den niwtheis kala...omws tn lysi sto provlima sou tn ksereis...kai auto prepei n t bgaleis moni...pleon kserw ki egw...kai pragmatika gt fovasai?...prospathise to...ta xristougenna to pigaines poli kala...eixes parei kapoies apofaseis...stamata na kaneis to lathos pou kanw ki egw...na dimiourgw provlimata...apla ta pragmata...kai sto katw katw matia m anoiksou...to xeis kanei idi mallon...apla den to xeis apodexthei!!! xthes skeftika polla...oxi mono gia mena...alla kai gia sena...

ade ade perimenw sxolioooo....exeis kairo na grapseis...

statler

den exw xrono?!?!?!

geiaaaa,

molis kleisame sto skype kai kala na diavasw ki egw ekei kollimeni...se skepseis...
ponaw eirini ponaw poli...mallon me ponaw poli...ti sto kalo kanw pleon...ti prospathw n apodeiksw? pws eimai mia ilithia? welldone u succed to that...to xoume dei eksallou...tremw na parw risko,na kanw auto pou pragmatika aisthanomai...niwthw magwmeni...les kai skeftomai pws me auti tn kinisi ti tha pathw? mmm,metraw poses pliges tha kanw kai tsoup kanw ena vima pisw...ena vima pisw...ai sto kalo eimai 18 kai fovamai...ai sto kalo oloi sas...den adexw pleon...ti exw pathei? fovamai na zisw? pws egina etsi? den imoun pote etsi...stamata na me pnigeis,stamata...telika ta xeria pou me sfiggoun einai ta dika mou...poianou allou? eksallou oti ginetai egw to epitrepw...

nai nai nai nai...eimai berdemeni...kai ti kanw? vazw fragmous kai oria...kai olo dikaiologies gia na mn skeftw...gt? ti fovamai? exw pligwthei arketa sto parelthon ti psyxi exei akoma ena simadi? dld i tzoulia pou iksera gt me egateleipse? gt kanei pisw? exw eixa panta tharros...exw dld alla to krypsa tous teleutaious 7 mines...kai auto to tragoudi pou mou m exei kanei to myalo xaos...

Για να σου κάνω νούμερα και να πουλήσω κέφι,
θέλω βροχή τα κέρματα να πέφτουνε στο ντέφι.
Εκλεισα τα περάσματα κι αμα σε παίρνει πέρνα,
μονο αγάπες μη ζητάς,σε ένα τραγούδι κόλλησα σα γέρικη λατέρνα.

Δεν έχω χρόνο μάτια μου...δεν έχω χρόνο.
Μην ψάχνεις μες τα μάτια μου μια φλόγα να χορεύει,
το πάθος μου το έχασα και κάπου αλητεύει.

Δεν έχω χρόνο μάτια μου να ψάχνω για ελπίδες,
το πιο πολύ το έζησα,
τώρα μου μένουν τα μικρά
δυο τελευταίες αχτίδες.

ti skata? den exw xrono...ki omws exw...exw exw exw exw...ta kotsia den exw na to adimetwpisw...kai na skeftw tn eauto m...xmmm,vlepw tn photo mas apo tn penthymeri pou imaste kai oi treis(mika,you,me) wraia itan...ektos apo to gegonos pws sas psiloxalasa tn diathesi...alla itan wraia...mama :p

thelw na skeftw kai dn me afinw...o kairos tha deiksei? xaxa...edw den edeikse otan eprepe tha deiksei twra? nai exw ta kotsia na to omologisw...mporei n fainomai dynati aneksartiti kai genika pws ola ma ola mporw n t adimetwpisw...alla oxi...fovamai...kai ti egine? egine...prepei na to polemisw...auti i anasfaleia tha me faei...kai genika opws oles mas exoume paratirisei auti i anasfaleia me pianei pantou...

mexri stigmis gia to mono pou eimai perifani einai to megalo vima pou katorthwsa na kanw...na fygw...na mn tis dinw simasia...na mn m epireazei 100%...!!!thelei douleia alla exw kanei ena vima kai oso na nai einai kati... :)

to mono thetiko? den kserw...ti kserw? skepseis skepseis...

Άλλα θέλω κι άλλα κάνω
Πως να σου το πω
Κι έλεγα περνούν τα χρόνια
Θα συμμορφωθώ
Μα είναι δώρο άδωρο ν'αλλάξεις χαρακτήρα
Τζάμπα κρατάς λογαριασμό
Τζάμπα σωστός με το στανιό...

statler

.................!

teleia?!?!?!?!!?

Dn exw kati...dn niwthw kati...dn zitaw kati...an m rwtiseis ti kanw...den kserw tha s apantisw...an m rwtiseis pou paw...den kserw tha s apantisw...an me rwtiseis pws niwthw...dn kserw tha s apantisw...

vasika,ouf...peftw...kai peftw kai peftw...nai einai eukolo na rixneis tis euthynes allou kai na katigoreis allous gia pragmata kai katastaseis pou stin ousia esy exeis dimiourgisei...kai to xeirotero einai pws simera,aurio...paramethayrio...den tha exw kanena na katigorisw...kapws n niwsw analafra an kai kserw pws tha niwsw mono an katsw n symfiliwthw m tn tzoylia...i tzoylia omws xanetai...kai dn tn vriskw...pou tha m paei omws...

simera enw ksypnisa me mia kali diathesi...auti tn stigmi eimai...thelw n katsw katw apo to paplwma kai n mn sikwthw mexri n niwsw kalytera...apla n koitw tous toixous...na mn skeftomai na akouw mousiki kai na xanomai...siga mn m afisei i mana m isixi vevaia...

nomizw pws kati allazei...mesa m,gyrw m,pantou...

en merei thelw na gyrisw spitaki m..apo tn alli...ti tha antimetwpisw? fovamai...poli tha elega...alla tha ta kataferw exw kalo proaisthima...

erxontai apokries loipon...kairo eixa n perasw apokries xalara...malakia pou eisai makria,na dinomastan kati oles mazi...elpizw n pane ola kala kai n kataferw n rthw athina...

days like this
you look up at the big sky above you
and days like this
and you think about the ones who love you

and all I want to do is live my life honestly
I just wanna wake up and see your face next to me
every regret I have I will go set it free
and it will be good for me

days like this
and you think about the ones that went before you
days like this
if you've ever seen the sky it's such a clear blue

and all I want to do is live my life honestly
i just wanna wake up and see your face next to me

every regret I have I will go set it free
and it will be good for me
it will be good for me

and all I want to do is live my life honestly
I just wanna wake up and see your face next to me

every regret I have I will go set it free
it will be good for me,
it will be good for me

days like this
and you think about the ones that love you
and days like this
have you ever seen the sky ... it's such a clear blue ...

statler